Fear.
I have spent the majority of the break engulfed by fear. This is not that run of the mill butterflies in your stomach that everyone talks about like going on your first date or learning how to drive. My butterflies work with jackhammers. I have called Susan more times then I can count since the semester has let out. I have been working on my past shortcomings academically. I have been lost most of the time. My friends who are starting their student teaching a week after me seem if anything they are anxious and nervous. They definitely have the frilly butterflies going on. I on the other hand are fearful...down right scared. I guess we will have to wait and see how it all pans out.
Happy New Year All.
Let the games begin.
LGD
